I have started about five different posts over the past week. I have been unable to complete a single one. I feel adrift at sea. I cannot seem to convey the way I feel like I usually can. I am distracted. I feel blank...conflicted. I'm not quite sure what the point of all this is, but these are the thoughts in my head that weigh heavy on my heart today. I sometimes wonder if I am alone...I wonder, "Do other people have the kinds of thoughts I am having?".
I know I will be okay. I wanna cry when I read certain words because those words touch my heart. My life has been touched because I broke down walls and trusted. I can be hurt because I have a heart...because I care. I can be both strong and fragile because I'm working everyday to face my fears and become the strong person I want to be. I laugh on the outside when I am sad on the inside because I WANT to be happy in spite of any struggles or hurt that I may encounter. I can believe and question because that is what life is about. I may feel adrift and conflicted...but I will be okay and I will find my way back to shore.